A recent discovery of mine corresponds to the concept that one is not his or her past but the future of their choosing. Soul-searching is actually a difficult task when you aren't quite sure where it is you need to begin or if it is even necessary to begin at all. On my leave of absence the inactivity was due to seeking clarity whilst in reality things are clear with or without framed glasses.Admitting that to have become self involved because of in the past all attention was given to those all round me.But when I look around at this very moment in life the people around me consist of my love ones my fiancee and daughter.They both have faith in me which when said out loud makes me even more aware of the fact that love is what keeps the film rolling.Embrace those family members that you aren't speaking to and put all foulness aside because you only get one mother, one father,and one set of brothers and sisters with that being said call them when you get the chance.Often we forget where we came from and how far we have come.I forget often the thought of suicide floated through the airwaves heavily for a few days but two quotes were paved in concrete one night "Spent my life trying to be somebody turns out I already was." and "I wanna write a line thats in your head all day and songs that make you say you never felt that way." Literature isn't just my dream it is my purpose and behind every man is a great women pushing him to move forward.Yoshimi is the best thing to ever happen to me.The dreams and visions of marrying her and having a place of our own bring about a new kind of smile.Together we are growing more and more close.In the process of composing an album in her name and songs that she will be the first to hear.If you acquire any form of love in your life write how you feel about that person down on paper not a tablet,iPhone,smart phone, Facebook.Or purchase a book common book together and read whenever you can.Literature is slowly dying off and that is the most saddening thing to say.This generation needs to read more and says fuck all unnecessary consumerism (Caren will back me up on that statement.)So instead of buy a new phone that you don't need buy some books and broaden the imagination you once had as a child.May check into some songwriting and poetry books *thinks about venturing out to the library tomorrow*...Keep the faith and shine bright like children do, signed Yoshimi and Kyoto Osaka
