Digital Vinyl

It has been said that I hide behind my gifts but really my gifts are used to reach those that need to be reached.If you have a gift use it to help others and you will be your own hero.Much has been going on in the Outerspace Estate but I am so close to each and every person that supported and supports me currently.Is it even possible to be in several place at one time?...In conclusion I am stressed beyond belief but yet I have a positive outlook on life.Music is my protector as well as my love Caren.I'm in a horrible place posting an uplifting entry.Your life is based on how you view situations that you can control and situations that you cannot control.Find a neutral zone somewhere - where you feel safe, yet don't stay there constantly.Life isn't just a search for comfort; each person has their purpose on this planet called Earth. Tune into organized sound and escape."Skullcandy" headphones are pretty awesome....I know I haven't been here...forgive me for that.But I did drop by to post a few poems.. so that is something!!! ::*coughs*:: Apparently I am defined as a Hipster...

Defenition:
"Hipsters are a subculture of men and women - typically in their 20's and 30's - that value independent thinking, counter-culture, progressive politics, an appreciation of art, and indie-rock, creativity, intelligence, and witty banter.

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I guess I am then....(!!!)





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Alice Glass (check out Crystal Castles)

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*drools*

Neo Arcadia (Infinite Playlist)

Soft kiss
Beyond intergalactic bliss.
Humble when speaking
Tokyo lights
Caressing the shards of midnight
A grasp and then a mellow gasp
Giggles then honest laughs
Conversation
Instead of documentation
Sane insanity
Crafted in an unknown city
Visually stagnated at this persons waist
Puzzled face
Notification
Instead of typical fixation
Or imaginary pologamy
written in the format of a blog entry
Sensual panic
Thoughts are manic
Simple contradiction
Ahead of the voice of passion
Beyond SHE
Beyond ME
Simply beyond
the average bond
Green eyes
Cast a sweet sigh
Counting stars
and nearby cars
Headphones
A requirement to enter our zone
Together we sleep or not
In the usual spot
The night ends
"What do you recommend?"
This on repeat
like a Nujabes beat
Beyond lust
With the destination of scattered dust
Act upon the attraction
Emphasize each reaction
A former title being lost
without cost
So we are ONE....





Moonlight in her eyes is infinite whereas Daylight brings warmth like our first encounter...

One Word Stanzas

infirmity
adversity
false
loss
naive
deceived
denies
cries
sacrifices
crisis
confused
used
inanimate
inadequate
inane
vain
lament
disappointment.....

^ I wrote this ages ago but oddly I don't feel any of these things anymore. Basically this is irrelevant.I have come a very long way since these words were written on paper.Humble, yet so far ahead. Intergalactic perspectives combined with reflections of art.So the question remains "Who am I?"....



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Autumn gets it, because I witnessed her birth and raised her to look ahead, so she looks at me....I want you to be real, do you know that?

The Universe Soul of SHE Pt. 1

Am I dreaming?
Was the last tune I played so heavenly that I drifted off to an Outerspace Estate?
If so, waking up will be a mistake
Essays written by various keys
Documentation of the actual versions of me
Through unorganized sound
Hopeful that you define me as beyond the term profound
Something hand written
Categorized as something a bit different
But the question remains: Am I dreaming?
Is it the format or 'SHE' who is singing?
A note
Full of literary quotes
From an ungraduated Professor
But also a successor
To scream your name from the rooftops
And never think about the word "stop"
Yet every document has to end
The same way that it begins
With a dream....



Am I honestly a professor? Or Am I a musician?

White Dress

When you burn your candle at both ends,
That is something that neither you or I can mend.
So the piano speaks to the universe and universe soul,
Written statements in bold.
Rehearsed font and expressions,
Without a single lesson.
Enhancing construction sight.
The concept of crafting the perfect night,
Dedicated to the truth.
An artifact as ancient as a telephone booth.
In the mist of ivory and ebony keys,
An apology through simplified melodies.
Caught in Novembers' spell,
Mentality is currently spinning on a carousel.
Lines of confusion
Thoughts of pointless temptation
The meaning behind the "White Dress"
Is the result of momentary stress.....

Imaginary Pianist (Not Autumn)

^ maybe SHE will remember these clouds I gave her some time ago

Virgin Lesbianism (The Yuri Anime Series)

I am often praised for still being a virgin, which was almost ripped away from me.Sitting here waiting for the right person to come along is quite depressing after so many attempts.Is being a virgin an accomplishment or a simple title?I am told to just settle for the act of a one night stand, but that isn't what I want at all.What I want is a fairy tale ending.I have been waiting for oh so long. In the words of Adele, "Give up or keeping chasing pavement."The term lesbianism refers to in inner person within me.Despite my sexual orientation, I do see myself with a woman in the end.. Yet who knows what the future holds?I fear waiting for you and then the result of you not showing up. *Stares at Hello Kitty watch..* How will I cope with that? Well, if that happens?In conclusion, I am afraid because of what I went through previously...Whether Yuri love or Yaoi love, time will go on.

"The smarter you are, the harder I fall; But don't use your IQ to make my broken heart your Haiku."