I am often praised for still being a virgin, which was almost ripped away from me.Sitting here waiting for the right person to come along is quite depressing after so many attempts.Is being a virgin an accomplishment or a simple title?I am told to just settle for the act of a one night stand, but that isn't what I want at all.What I want is a fairy tale ending.I have been waiting for oh so long. In the words of Adele, "Give up or keeping chasing pavement."The term lesbianism refers to in inner person within me.Despite my sexual orientation, I do see myself with a woman in the end.. Yet who knows what the future holds?I fear waiting for you and then the result of you not showing up. *Stares at Hello Kitty watch..* How will I cope with that? Well, if that happens?In conclusion, I am afraid because of what I went through previously...Whether Yuri love or Yaoi love, time will go on.
"The smarter you are, the harder I fall; But don't use your IQ to make my broken heart your Haiku."
